Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Losing Something

Teenagers are irresponsible, they don't take care of their things, they just put them anywhere. Well like the saying goes, if someone tells you this well you prove them wrong! But at this statement I would have to reluctantly agree. I have "misplaced" my driver's license. I am looking for it everywhere..well I took a break as of now to write this and ease my worry but yes I have lost my license. :( It is like when you are in love and you lose that person you feel empty and not yourself, well losing your i.d, i realize you LOSE your IDENTITY!! You actually LOSE YOU!! I am so irresponsible and I have no idea where it can be. They say if you retrace your steps you can always find what you are looking for well all I have to say to that is THEY LIED!! I have retraced and thought back to anywhere it could have been and found NOTHING!! Sadly, I don't think I will ever find it...which means I have to spend 20 bucks to have it replaced. Which of course sucks because no one wants to spend money because of your carelessness. I feel bad for my parents and for myself but I have no idea where it can be. When I look back on this I will probably laugh and remember how freaked out I was. Well to future me, ALWAYS KEEP A PURSE!! NEVER LOSE YOUR ID!! And yes if the future me ever looks back on this as a teenager you are stupid and careless so deal with it and I hope you change punk! :P You know the adventures of finding things though which drives me crazy is that you find things you were looking for like ages ago and not useful anymore. You end up thinking to yourself where were you when I needed you! You find things irrelevant to you at the moment..so watch I will have a post one of these days saying that I found my old drivers license. Which will prove that I did not look hard enough! So to future me you are also lazy, but you could've guessed that, so hopefully you change! Now back to lookinf and searching before I give up entirely :( DRIVER"S LICENSE!! WHERE ARE YOU!!! It's like trying to find waldo I swear!!

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Fortune Cookie #1

I want to keep track of my every fortune cookie I eat and what the fortune says because I want to look back and see if any of the fortunes I had has come true :)

You will make many changes before setting satisfactory
Lucky Numbers: 10, 11, 12, 24, 28, 42

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My Piano Skills

First off,  this video was originally for my friend, who actually enjoyed this video I might add :) But in order to avoid confusion, thorughout the video I was talking to my friend. The reason I am posting this is because it provides good memory and it is my first ever video that I edited/made by myself and it is a video of me playing the piano! So to me it is pretty special (besides I could not post this on tumblr hehe )

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Love...


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Love can make the world go round
it can make people have a permanent frown.
Love can go both ways
Love sucks
Love is great
What truly is love?
That is my question….
There are so many gifs, quotes, facebook “worthy” status, songs about love!!
There is heartbreak, relationships, forever alone…
There is so many factors and causes of love..even I post love “stuff” as well. But what the hell is it?!! When you are with someone that you like being with.. your day is not complete until you talk to them, you long for their embrace, their kiss. You just want them to be happy with you….But how can you say love when in the end you break up and you find someone new? Love can’t be tied down to one person…But that’s the problem with love. Everyone wants to find that certain someone they can spend the rest of thier life with! Just one person..no divorce, no “breaks”, just love. There can’t be one definition of love. Love=Heartbreak for me..well for now. The way I see it, love is a cycle that is never ending until you can find that ONE person that ends that cycle for you. Love is the feeling you hate to feel…it gives you butterflies in your stomach, you get nervous but in a happy way…it makes you different..My definition of love is that it is an emotional feeling where it changes your life completely and you are not just you anymore but you are a part of someone else that makes you whole…But my defintion comes with a WARNING! Love can lead to losing yourself, heartbreak, depression, etc. Love can make you hate, love is a strong emotion to handle with care because love is a desire that controls you….What is love? I don’t know…but I know love is what everyone strives for but you can find it friends and family and they have unconditional love for you…and there it is there are also many different types of love!! Love is frustrating… -__- but sometimes it can just be worth it and often enough you are just thankful it is there for you to find..

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Single..

My thoughts on being single… It is stress free. You have more time for you. You spend more time with the girls which is always good :) but then again… When you have had a bf before, you miss the late night text, and the good mornings text on your phone. When you are single and you see couples around you whether it is at school or any public place… I feel a sense of sadness thinking ” why can’t I find a guy like that?” or ” why can’t that be me?” sometimes I wish I did have someone I could turn to who was with me…sometimes I feel alone.. Which of course is not true but I feel alone in love life because I am single… But then I am relieved again because then I think about the break ups and how hard it is to pick up the pieces and put yourself back together again… For me I’d rather stay whole than in pieces whether it is sooner or later. But this can be seen as pathetic, because I think about the past and I don’t act in the future.. Maybe it’s because I’m scared of finding someone new and of being hurt… And I have put myself out there and I have ended up getting hurt… So what’s the use of trying when you know the outcome? A guy likes me and all I do is I push him away to save myself… But as I think, is it really worth it? For now I think it is.. I’m still young and there is plenty of time to find a guy… For now I’m too young to find love… From my last post I don’t even know what love is.. For now single it is :) and I’ll live my life because unexpectedly love will find me….

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Life as I see it….

You don’t really know what life has in store for us. Everything in life is just about chance. I see life as a game. We are all pawns in God’s game of life. We don’t choose who are parents are, then we wouldn’t have chosen to be born into with parents who are drug dealers, abusers, killers, etc. But we don’t have the leisure to make that choice, we just hope for the best and make the best out of it. I believe that what mankind is afraid of is the unknown. The unknown can relate to a lot of things such as love; who will we end up with? or get married to? or even will I ever find the “right” guy?; the future; is 2012 really the end of the world? Where will I be 5 years from now? who will I become? I feel like life is full of questions rather than answers. In our lifetime I can bet we don’t answer all our questions but we just have to live our lives and seek for the answers through experience. But that’s the thing as well-life. Life is so vague. We say take chances and live life..but for what  reason. It’s like people are warning you rather than making it a cute saying or facebook status. It’s like that saying is warning us live life because you don’t know when your time will be up. Metaphorically, we are living and breathing time bombs. We all have this timer that counts down our last breath of life and this clock begins right when we our out of our mothers womb and breathe in our air of life as we cry. We never know when our time will run out, we can die tomorrow or today or an hour from now. My friend got into a car crash, but she is alright and I thank God for that and it reminds me when I got into a car crash that fateful winter. But like her, I survived as well. Which got me to thinking, why did we have that truamatic experience? During that crash, everything became slow motion seeing that car crash into my side and my flying and having a concussion. I felt like it wasn’t me getting hit but someone else, like watching it from above. Is that how my friend felt? I’m glad she is ok..but why do we have to live through those “near death” experience? Is it God’s way of saying.. live life but be careful, things happen unexpectedly and this is a sample but your time is not up yet?  In all my 17 years of living, life has taught me that just living is an experience and for other a privilage. We don’t know what will happen we just have to hope for the best. We don’t know when we will die, but just hope its not today or when your young but when you are ready to go. I don’t know what life has in store for me and what unexpected surprises are to come. But I have this outlook that we just have to make the best of it. There may be sayings that we have control of our lives but we are wrong. We actually don’t, I feel like everything is mapped out for us, starting from where we were born into, we had no choice in that and where we were born into makes us who we are and who we become friends with. We just have control of the events that happen, but each thing we do happens for a reason and its not just by chance. We control events but our life is controlled because those events leads us to follow the mapped out life we have. Life, i guess is a game..a game we play until death. Life is unknown and we just have to make the best of what we know and just live.

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I’ve learned

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.
And it’s not the end of the world.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you’d better know something.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people,
It’s what they do about it.
I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.
I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can’t.
I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don’t know how to show it.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to
doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other.
And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.
I’ve learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.
I’ve learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I’ve learned to love
and be loved.
I’ve learned…
Omer B. Washington
This sums up life and to keep on living it :)

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Overall Summer Quote

Summer should follow this quote. This quote is the RULE for summer and I shall follow this rule each summer <3

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Overall Love quote

ok, contrary to the life quotes there is twicw as much love quotes!! There is relationship quotes, hearbreak quotes, and again I have those on tumblr but this sums up love and relationships and can prevent heartbreak.

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Overall Life quote

So I know there is PLENTY of life quotes, I would know I post them on my tumblr but this is not tumblr this is a blog that will not go crazy with pics and videos and pictures...well maybe pictures but besides the point this sums up life

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Memories from highschool

Class of 2011 <3 Slideshow: Mayvette’s trip from Glendale Heights, Illinois, United States to 3 cities Chicago, Peoria and Lombard was created by TripAdvisor. See another United States slideshow. Take your travel photos and make a slideshow for free.

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About me up till now

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Everything Changes

Like I said everything changes and it is nice to see myself grow just like Homer

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About me/ Blogger


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I always hate doing these "about me" posts because if I listed all my interest at the current moment, I know in a year or 6 months from now it will change and each time I would have to change it which is a complete pain to do!! Although I like to see change throughout myself it is seriously not an enjoyable task at all.  As you can already presume, I am a quite lazy. I am a hard worker at school and if I had a job, I would be a hard worker at that too but currently other than that I am a lazy person in general. However, I am also a neat freak so I'm not sure how that works out. Well anyways something about me that I know will never change is my height I will stay 5 feet and 4 inches FOREVER!! Kind of scary and a bit sad really.. my dreams of becoming at least 5 feet and 7 inches are now forgotten. Also that won't change about me is that I will always be half mexican, from my mothers side, and half filipino from my fathers side. That bit of information does not change the fact that I am 100% American because I was born here in the states. Also, I will always have a younger brother and a younger sister and of course a mom and dad. I will not mention their names or thier age because I feel in my blog that is not important, that will just be desirable info to all those pedophiles or creepers who would like to know people on the internet.  Basically, that is about it.  Now about this blog... well first things first.. what is this blog going to be about? well technically I already have a tumblr and that is basically all things me, the music, quotes, the pictures that inspire and I enjoy. I also write my poems that just randomly creates itself in my head. So what can I possibly write in this blog that would be in any complete interest to you...or to myself really. Well this blog I have intended for is I guess sort of like a diary. I am headed off to college, again the college does not matter. So this shall be blogs about the college life, things I have learned and what not and I guess there will be the occasional spamming of personal photos, but then again that is what facebook is for. But this will be its purpose. At the moment however, I am currently enjoying my summer. But as you may presume I am quite bored right about now because I am taking my time to write this. This college life blog take notice will not always be interesting to other people, but to me it will capture memories and when I get older and have kids, I want to look back on this site and tumblr to see how I have changed. Well that is about it. This is Mayvett Mendoza and you can delve into her life just like the creeper you are. However, if you are not a creeper feel free to comment and leave advice or suggestions as you feel needed. Thank you very much and this is well the end :)

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